I'M SORRY: I don't live to please you.

There came a point in my sophomore life where I felt like giving up. Everyday seemed like the ones before. All we were given were chances to study and learn and focus on what really mattered. I never found the essence of what my second year in high school meant to me. I felt so weak, broken and heartless as if I were stranded on a lonely street or had fallen hard in the battle that I lost track of my shadow. The past two weeks was when it all started. For the first time, I actually found meaning in life. I was challenged to do better and it was as if these whims of fate just fell into place as they were supposed to. For some reason, I can't explain how a good number of events be it good or bad took place which changed me and the way I thought of things. I'm not going to elaborate further but all I know is that I live not to please everyone but to seek the very treasure that makes me happy. I've learned, grew and instilled so much in such a short period of time. It feels like I've been dreaming. Time went too fast and in all likelihood there is nothing we can do stop it.

P.S. I'm aware of the title.