Tracks Of Tears.

I'VE BEEN BETRAYED, PUNISHED, AND BEATEN DOWN TO LITTLE PIECES. Outside, I maybe masquerading yet inside, my hope is fading.The past days of this week hasn't been any good for me. I tried my very best to be in proper behavior. Guess what? Today didn't go any better either. Anyways, who would think your very best friends could ever betray you? I mean, it's like they never keep their promises. They try their very bests to please you whenever they need you. They're never there to support you. They try to take advantage of you and your big ideas. They put you down. They abuse you. They disrespect you. They even turn away from you when you need them the most. What's that supposed to mean? 'She' made a mark in me that I'll forever live with. From her, I learned to be strong and to stand for MY thing all the time, no matter what. I wish my life were better. I've already jumped into conclusions that friends could never be trusted and that I should always hold on to me as myself and not the 'me' people presume me to be. 

And again, how far would you go to keep a clean reputation? If so, is because you really mean is it, or because you need something from it? :| 

I LOATHE YOU.