HEY FAN GIRL.

The alarm rings. It's time to hit the buttons and wake up. You're crazy. Are you actually dead serious? I think you should see a psychologist. You're trapped in your own universe. That needs to go. 

Today was like drowning in ecstasy. Loads of stuff happened. Seriously, I never thought I would see as much people as June 26 gave me the chance to. To give a recap, it had all sorts of things from: emotions, humor, and tears. It was actually more of a landslide of emotions and I don't even know why these things happen. I probably bumped into a hundred people? To say the least, fan-girls. I only wish I could activate some kind of force field to separate me from them and drop me off in my 'special place' or more of a VIP thing. I don't even know why I'm blogging. The thing is, when you're already a fan-girl.. you're glued and stuck. Here's why: 


It's like your this guy's walking encyclopedia who knows every detail man could pin on him. You have posters of him in your room. You have his lyrics and pictures and baby pictures and videos on your phone. You surf about him every single day 24/7. You give PerezHilton a regular visit to get the inside scoop. You got his schedule memorized. You know the words to every song in his album, past or present. It doesn't matter because you still could tell which album it came from, right? You catch yourself smiling whenever you-know-who is mentioned or played on the radio or such. You feel like you're melting whenever you see him even though it may just be a tiny appearance... on television. You feel that somehow, meeting him will avenge any living creature that comes close and tries to shatter your ego. You write his name with permanent marker right beside the words 'I love you' in the palm of your hand. You believe that one day, you're dreams will come true and he's gonna be part of it. To you, he's like gravity and is destined to be pulled but this time only in an alternate universe where the only homo-sapiens are you and him. 

After all, you don't know why you feel that way but there's magic whenever it's about him. The current shocks you and suddenly feel complete that you can no longer take control.